Mother Teresa

Do I see the world differently than most? I guess so. I don't love talking about people who have doubted their faith. I guess it hits too close to home. I don't doubt my faith, but I question many things that God does.

It seems people are rushing to say that Mother Teresa was a hypocrite, while everyone else is rushing to defend her. I can't do either. Only God knows the true condition of her heart when she died.

I do not agree that we should so adamantly propose that she was a true Christian, by the standard God set.

I believe there is quiet a lot of data that shows that she was a great woman, full of compassion, but may not have been redeemed, only God knows.
She often prayed the Rosary and encouraged others to do so. That is largely praying to Mary.
She often spoke of praying to Mary such as

"So let us ask the help of our Lady! She is a Mother full of grace, full of God, full of Jesus. Let us ask her to be our Mother, guiding us and protecting us. ... It is true that we are already being helped by our tremendous devotion to Mary. She is our patroness and our Mother, and she is always leading us to Jesus. She has shown us so many beautiful ways of bringing Jesus into the hearts even of Hindus and Moslems and Buddhists by bringing her presence and her love into their lives" (Mother Teresa, Be Holy, p. 75).

So what can we say about her? She was human. She had doubts. She was a sinner. Like me.
Was she a sinner saved by Grace, like me? I don't know.

She was a great humanitarian, deserving of great thanks for all she did. She helped so many people and gave so much of her life to the poor. We could all learn a lot from that.


You can research her life on the web, and certainly there are many lies told about her on the web as well. But the evidence to her true beliefs seems there to me.

One such place is http://www.wayoflife.org/fbns/motherteresa.html

The question still remains for you and me. What will we do with Jesus?

Anniversary Time

Yep. 21 years! I can honestly say it is good. It is hard. It takes a strong commitment. And it takes a vow.

We have grown together. Intertwined like an old vine and a tree.

God has had mercy on us.

My advice to others? Focus on God and doing what He wants. Ask God to bless your marriage. Try not to be "needy". In other words, try to sincerely 'want' your spouse instead of 'needing' them.. Needy people are hard to live with.

Keep trying to make it better! Go to marriage seminars while your marriage is good, so you can weather the times when it gets tough.

Interwined

Fishing

My friend Steve Kaminsky and his daughter Natalie fishing at the river.

It's Hard to Hear when you don't listen

I am at Emerald Isle, North Carolina this week and it is beautiful here. I love the ocean, but I couldn't tell you why. Maybe it's just the vast, flat, view. Maybe the sound, ( I can't hear the sound as good, since my left ear is not working).. Which reminds of what I am seeking. What is God trying to teach me through this ear problem? I think it is something, I just don't know what. Maybe I need to learn to listen more than I talk. I'm sure that would be something I could work on. Not that I talk a lot, but that doesn't mean I listen either. Listening is more than hearing. Listening requires us to turn off all those thoughts that come in to our brains the minute someone else is talking to us. We have to cut off the music we constantly hear in our heads , so we can hear someone else. You know what I mean, as soon as a conversation starts, we typically start to think "now how can I say something clever too?" It happens without our control. We have to learn to turn that off, and really listen to the other person. I could learn that. Maybe.

Deserve it?

What do we deserve? Webster defines deserve as "to be worthy, fit, or suitable for some reward." Wow!
When we pray, we often ask for all sorts of things.. such as, 'please help us get enough money to buy a boat..' well that might be extreme but you get the point. 'please do this and please do that, please give us health and safety and more..' Sometimes, we don't even say 'please'.
I think we need to start praying by saying, "God, You know I don't deserve your love and attention, as you know my heart and you know my secret thoughts".. Would it change your prayers?
God gives us so much and He does hear our selfish prayers, but often He gives us mercy instead of what we deserve.

Can't Hear!

I have been suffering lately with an illness of sorts. This past May, I had a run-in with a bad respiratory infection. That led to a bout of bronchitis, which then led to a strange problem with my left ear. The "Eustachian tube" which connects the ear to the throat, (and equalizes pressure), got blocked and my ear feels like it has pressure and will not open up. This has been going on for 4 weeks now. Fun stuff!.
God uses all these minor aches and pains to do work in us, if we will just listen. ( I wish I would have listened when I had a chance). SO what is God teaching through this?
I'll let you know.. when I figure it out.